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I am on the Surface.
Water is covering the edge of everything I felt for you..
You are floating
Once more in my head…
How I wish you'd explode, like everything else in me.

It might feel aesthetic to my body - losing you once more.

If you can't hear me now that I am calling you
Listen to my breathing - (it is turning back to normal now).
These thoughts I nourish for you I could have vanished if I wanted.
But the Earth is annoyingly turning in circular movement.

I wish I could believe you.
I wish I had you baby.
I wish I had your soul - not your body –
cause that I have.